I hate when I am awake at night and the shadows creep in on me. That is the only time I am alone and even the darkness produces something to invade my space. I hate that everyone wants to constantly be in my business. If I felt that anyone could handle the demons or horrible things that lay dormant in my memory I would tell them. But they can't nor will they ever understand. If I have a blank look on my face don't ask what is wrong I will wrestle my thoughts until they fall asleep on my own. My hisory is too scary for even hollywood to make a movie about. I've seen the looks of horror when I let a skeleton out. If anyone knew the truth they would ask me how I'm still alive. Leave it alone!